<3 Him <3

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This is the same guy as my other post... (wanting something I can't have)
and I want to talk about him
... none stop
but I dont want to give who it is away...
but...
he is perfect!!!
I cant get over him!



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ahhh!
anyways...
how do I talk about him without giving him away?
well anyways...
I am scared I'll annoy him
because all of you that know me
I am really annoying
and I dont want him to think I am...
but It's hard not to because...
I dont know
you know how before in my other post how he doesn't know I exist?
well...
Now he does :D


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Like I dont ever talk about him at school
or to my friends...
except like three of my bestest buddies
and they already know I like him
but...
its so hard NOT to stare at him...
everyone that talks about him thinks he is just perfect...
(so do I!)
**sighs**



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(sorry I LOVE those things!!!)
okay so my friend emily just gave me the BEST idea!!!
I am going to make him a code name!
his code name is GUSTAV!
--Thanks Emily!--
So Gustav (ha ha that name cracks me up!)
Gustav is
**sighs**
yeah I can't even explain him
he is confusing
and boys think girls are confusing
but...
we really arn't
NOW BOYS are hard to understand...
especially this one
he is like...
serious
but he goofs around
He is hot
and well
JUST PLAIN HOT!
You can't tell what he is thinking
except when he gets "the look"
like for EXAMPLE:
lets say Gustav is in the hallway...
and uh...
I dont know I trip or something
he gets this look that says
"Wow... yeah this girl is... dumb... wonder what planet she came from!"
*ahhhhh!*
He says he doesn't mean to give me weird lookss...
when I told him that I just told him next time I am sticking my tounge out at him!


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What makes me mad is:

-He is confusing... I cant ever tell when he is thinking... I HATE THAT!!! I am way good at reading peoples expressions... but all I get out of him most the time is "that look"... bugs me... I wish I could read minds or something...

-He doesn't know what he wants... I can't describe this one to you... because it would give him away... but It is most definatley something that bugs me...



AGH!
there is nothing that describes my feeling more than that quote
He can make me feel like i am on top of the world
and other times
he just makes me feel
so....

Invisible...


If that were to happen
between me
and him...
I would be the happiest person a freekin live


**ahhh!***
thats all i can say to that one!!!





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