Sick Of Being Used.

Why is it that people think i have no feelings? Is it because I stay strong at school, because i am the nice girl? Yes... I know you guys have no idea what the heck i am talking about...
Im talking about Guys that I like, and also ones that I dont like using me to get to my sister....
Yes, Katie is prettier, skinnier, more attractive then me... but she really has no personality... If she does I've never seen it...
Im so jealous... I kind of want to dye my hair and see if its the hair color... and i want a chance...
people say we look alike... if we do then why do they always pick her... i never thought we look alike... i wish we did... then maybe somehow i would have a chance..
you know?
well maybe you dont...
but i know i am going to regret posting this because you all will read this and think that everything i am saying is true... but you guys will lie to me to make me feel better because you guys are good friends...
but really i just want everyone to tell me i am the ugliest person on the planet just so i will finally accept the fact and stop trying and just live in a basement for the rest of my life...
that or just go on being kacee..
which i really should just do...
but

Kacee isnt good enough...